I am a 23 year old girl from Europe, and I have this fetish about vomiting, and seeing others vomiting. One night, I felt very anxious again, and I knew that there was only one thing that would take that feeling away - vomiting. I am married, and my husband didn't know then about my emetophilia, so I had to make some excuses.

I started to complain that my stomach was hurting very much, and that I thought that I ate something bad. I told my husband to go to the drugstore, and buy some ipecuana, so I could vomit the cause of "food-poisoning" away. My husband went and bought me the bottle. I was very exited about the thought that there was that little bottle that would make me violently vomit my guts out!

For those who don't know, Ipecuana is a drug that is used for kids' poisonings, when you have to induce quick vomiting.

I drank the ipecuana, I did it at the toilet, because it tasted so bad, I was afraid that I would vomit right away. I didn't, though. Then I just waited... and waited... On the bottle were instructions that said that usually it takes 20 to 30 minutes to work, but when 10 minutes went by, I started feeling extremely nauseated... I went to the toilet and waited for the vomit to come, and it did! I started to heave, and I felt that my whole stomach was going to come out of my mouth. I'd had very much food a little time ago, so the mess was something unbeliavable.

When I had vomited quite a bit, I went to the couch. I laid down about five minutes, and then I had to run to the toilet again. I vomited and vomited again. Even when my stomach was empty, i vomited more.

Now I am missing that feeling of nausea and vomiting, and I guess I am going to have to do the "ipecuana-act" again very soon!

- A. ( write me at master_wanted@www.fi )